I hate when somebody broke the plans i have made. I've prepared A B C D E F G.... O plans for this year bcs of something. Lost some plans and turned into P Q R S T ...... Z. Because of something. Again.

But it broke again after I'd already changed that plans.

I don't know how to say, but it seems i have lost interest in talking about 'it'.

Oh Allah Yang Maha Membolak-balikkan hati.

I'm getting married.
I'm asking You to help ignoring that feelings.
I can't barely face it.

May i cry?